For the last 18 years, I have been troubled by behavioral issues that I cannot control.
I have consulted doctor more than once to check and was told I am not suffering from any depression, borderline personality disorder, bipolar etc. now.
How do you explain my restlessness, restless spells that alternate with being tiredness and exhaustion, agitation, doing things that I would not normally do, poor memory, calling out or making other sounds after binge drinking.
I really think I was crazy.
This week I have another episode but was able to read about it .
I actually feel relieve knowing all the above are symptom of delirium and not something more serious.
I can work on it from now onward.
It is a physical problem and not a psychological problem.