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I spent the afternoon

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Callmecrazy
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I spent the afternoon registering to a casino and immediately self – excluding. It’s exhausting and triggering in the beginning. Afterwards it gets better. I’m still under the impression of not enjoying gambling so I am able to do it. Some sites are really alluring, those are the hardest to self-exclude from.
Anyway, I covered 30 of the most dangerous for me to gamble on today. Found 4 more which I will do tomorrow. The good thing is I only need to self-exclude from the maestro card accepting casinos. If I hadn’t covered Mastercard by scratching off the CVC numbers I would truly be screwed because I wholeheartedly DO NOT trust myself. That’s how bad my addiction is. I’m a monster. If I were a billionare I would only gamble and buy horses until I drove myself into poverty. Probably play tennis too.

So it’s another day gone by.