I completely understand how you feel Dan as I’m feeling pretty much the same. I gambled today basically every penny in my bank account on online slots & now I have that same feeling of, hopelessness, loneliness, guilt, shame and sadness at what gambling is doing to me as a person & to my life.
I am fortunate to have a place at the GM residential in September I feel this is my only hope of recovery but tomorrow is a new day.
