[i-did-it]

I maybe shouldn’t write so early in the morning – it might not be my best time . I feel really negative today .
I am on holiday from work .
Strangely these non working days are my most empty days.
Most people relish a day off and I do too but I always feel so empty on these days . It’s not an emptiness that doing stuff can fill .
I lack a feeling of contentment – I feel unimportant .
I feel anxious and stressed .
I know if I could overcome my laziness it would help – I am so unmotivated . I am a little overwhelmed by the many things I need to do – and yet I do nothing …except eat !

And of course listen to my f&f criticise .