Hi Jac
So relieved to hear from you and sorry to hear that you are feeling like you do. Please don’t give up as you are giving me hope. If there is hope for you then surely there will be hope for me as I also am struggling to regain control once again. I know that feeling so well of guilt, shame a messed up life and head. At the moment all those close to me have no idea of this burden of guilt and shame that weigh so heavily over me yet the words of support that have been offered to you have got me thinking about my life and options. Funny enough since I found this site a week ago and during all my readings of others stories, including your own has made me reflect on my own life, the way it was heading and a flicker of hope and dertermination to try to beat this curse for once and for all. You are not alone Jac as I myself am not alone as we fight to regain our life back, together. Together we can do this!