What you have to say is right, I know. Made another positive step yesterday, I contacted a support GA. I don’t live close to any support centres but they have offered support through phone Counselling. I’m filling in the forms today and sending them off, I’m on Meds for depression and trying to set little goals every day. Bit of a struggle at times as have little motivation and this dark cloud of having to tell my partner presses and looms low on me. We have family birthday and engagement parties coming up and I don’t want to ruin it for him, or are these just excuses. Then there is Christmas and new year and so it goes on….I love him so much and our world is about to change. I hate hurting people and I know this is going to hurt him and he will have so many questions . Not liking myself that much today…..