I think when I first came here in Feb,and talked to everyone and then banned myself and thought well now I am done, that I felt for some reason that I didn’t need to keep posting.. I actually lost the way to get on here, and it wasn’t until 2 months later when I fell and fell hard, that I realized, and realize now that we have this outlet to use each day as we move forward and we are never “done.” We are compulsive gamblers and will always have to guard ourselves. I see that now. I am humbled realizing I have no power, that I can’t just say I am done and expect no urges or things to come up. So, I understand why we post- but it does impress me when someone is gamble free for 3 years and still posting! I think it’s amazing and wonderful that they never loose that thought in their head that we are just one little bet away from being right back to square one. For myself with the passing of time, I often forget and I just hope in 3 years I am still here, still posting and still taking it ODAAT! All the best Cat and everyone else too!
