I just feel this big pressure in telling my mum. I feel that if i was to find a job then that would take a lot of my stress away. I have a couple of interviews lined up beginning of next week and feel with work i wouldnt be struggling like i am now. I am struggling a lot now because i am getting no help, paying off my dads loan and am unemployed and im just trying to work out if i would still need to tell my mum if i had work. There isnt long left of the loan so i would ideally not have to tell her if i was to get some work soon. But at the same time i am struggling because i am getting no help at the moment from either parent, just confused as what is best to do get a job and keep it quiet or whether i am working or not still tell my mum so it is out in the open and pressure off my shoulders. I just hate dad for putting me in this position and seeming like he doesnt care at all
