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I have relapsed too.

#37957
DNcanada
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I haven’t been on here for a while but I have just relapsed Also. I have self-excluded from all casinos in Ontario but my main problem is on-line slots. I just completed a week long program for gamblers back in May, attend counselling and a weekly women’s group. I lasted 3 weeks and then I got an offer by email to reopen accounts with bonus’ and I did. I got up to $4000 and didn’t stop. I’ve now been chasing losses ever since and now accumulated another $15000 in debt on top of the $40000 I already owe. I have tax debt now too. I’m in way over my head now and retirement is ruined. Today is my fathers birthday and he’s been passed away now for 7 years and tonight just 10 minutes ago, I closed my on line accounts and came on here.
I too have spent all my money and have to get through the next few weeks without any and my son is always asking for money and I won’t be able to help. Why do we put ourselves through this. I was getting on the right path again and I blew it again. So you are not alone. It’s a tough battle but people go recover.