[female g]

Well its over and I’m home and just going to relax now. I am going to just keep fighting ideas and urges to gamble and work hard to never go again. I’ve realized that no matter how much gamble free time I accumalate I can never again attempt to just have a fun night out gambling. it won’t work for me and I think Im seeing that clearly now.
accepting this outcome is the only choice I can make and it has to be a lifetime choice FG