I had gone 6 months with no betting whatsoever and have been feeling a whole lot better about everything in life. Had started a savings account in which i was contributing regularly and am working part time for a little extra money.
However today, i made a $20 multi bet on the nba and when that lost i went on tilt and made a $100 bet. Guess what, that lost too. and im glad it did becuase its brought me back here to read my original post. I can not believe i just gambled after seeing how bad i really let it get last year.
I am angry at myself however i know i can beat this thing. After reading my original post and seeing what it did to me i know i will not get hooked.
So tomorrow marks the first day of me not gambling again. I was very proud of my 6 months and am sad i broke that, but i will do better this time.
I will not be back.
I promise myself i will not gamble tomorrow.