I got the feels with that post meg. You have helped
me in so many ways as well and I never want you to
forget that. The amount we lost was the same, the duration
of our losses was the same, and of course, the way we felt
after that binge was the same as well. We been g free
for the same amount of time roughly also. Im not going to lie, I almost gambled the other day. But I didn’t. I didn’t even try to, j just though about it. I got stranded at a beach party and had to take a taxi back in which cost me 650$ . I also spent 850$ at this event with no recollection of doing so. It really hurt. But here I am still alive and gamble free. As long as I am alive, there is a chance to change and make things right. I am an
addict to all things that give me a thrill. And I need to stop. But it’s hard to do all at once. I’m so happy to hear your family and baby are doing well and you are in such a better place. Just imagine in August 2020 when we look Back at this. It will approach quicker than we know . And we can put this dark time behind.
Keep going meg. Keep doing this for your family , but most importantly .. take a good loook in the mirror
rifgt now… do that for her. She is truly the most important.
love❤️