I totally understand how you feel. You know you’ve been lied to so many times. The sad thing is that there are probably so many more lies than you know.
My husband’s family enabled him to gamble behind my back and blame me for his financial issues for 20 years. His family has hated me, and I never understood what I did. I just didn’t make enough money according to them.
I hope to find a way out of my marriage soon. And I hope you can find a support person to call or meet with. I talked to a gamanon group leader on the phone that gave me a lot of support. At the time I didn’t realize how bad things really were. But the gamanon support person knew my situation better than me. I hope you have your own family to reach out to. No matter what, you can always reach out to your own family.
