I didn’t get much painting done this morning. My body is tired from all I did yesterday. Tomorrow is another day! I was thinking of how much better my life is without gambling and the changes that I am making within myself. I know that my Mom is unable to have healthy relationships. I can accept that but not the meanness and rage. When I started getting healthy and worked on myself and my addiction my relationships with others changed. Some for the better, some for the worse. My ex son in law tried to pull something shady with my Daughter concerning my Grandson. I was in the city at the time and saw the texts. He did it out of jealousy because my Daughter has a new ma n in her life. In the process he hurt my Grandson. Now he and my Daughter and Grandson are going to counselling again at her insistent. In the process our relationship changed as did my relationship with his Mom, as she was involved. I will always love him and be nice to him but it will never be the same. He isn’t the person that I thought he was. It is sad! Today I am going to a HOA meeting. A chance to meet new people and one of the topics is the lake and gazebo area across the street from my home. It’s good to be informed. Maybe I can get a nap in before the meeting.
