I did buy some to stick in Christmas basket we made for Grandpa. I have managed not to scratch them yet. Strange because I never even gave a crap about them before. Back in my college days 25 years ago I learned my lesson. I would visit a freind working at gas station and keep buying them because I just knew the big winner was coming and I would always leave out a 100.00 or 2. That was a lot of money back than! I was able to say “the he’ll with this” and never buy again. Of course looking back I only moved on to other types of gaming. Lol. Something is different this time and like you said I believe It is God helping me. It has to be because I know I can not manage to stay gamble free without him.. IDI I mentioned to a few that they should read the book Beyond Addicitons by Jeff Rudd. It is Awsome!! You should read it too. Your doing Great and it will help to keep you moving in the right direction.
