I completely understand what you are saying and i know i can’t trust him or rely on him in full gamling mode. I know that i can do it on my own. I would just prefer not to as its goIng to be very expensive for me.
As i suspected, CG gambled big, won big and lost big. I don’t trust the number he is giving me and is obviously lying and feeling very sorry for himself. A little while ago i would have been really worried about him and mothered him and wanted to make it better. This time it hasnt touched me. He is messaging me telling me how bored he is with life. I told him to take his own advice that he gave to his brother earlier in the week and said goodnight.
He will wallow for the rest of the night and probably blow whatever is left tomorrow.
I on the other hand have had a really nice non-gambling night and really taken care of myself and it feels great! So nice not to be weighed down by the gambling monster!
Every day is a new day and this weekend is a me indulgent weekend. Nothing is going to change that. Not Even the gambling monster.
Thanks so much for your continued support lily. Is so good to have someone to talk to x