i cannot begin to tell you all how much i appreciate you all for taking the time out of your day to help me, these words mean so much more coming from you all than when i say it tomyself, makes me know you all went through a struggle just like myself…. its true…during my last binge i went with just 100 Dollars and made it into 1000, i left satisfied but promised myself that was i, but i went again the day after and made 500 dollars, feeling even more satisfied i said let me take my revenge with this money 1500 K ive gotten back…….i lost the 1500 won and that should of been it right there, my mind told me to walk out …but i said hell no..i gonna have my revenge….i ended up blowing the entire 4000 of my recent paycheck……trying to get back my money….all because of chasing…. has anyone here ever come clean about this to their parents or freinds…im so ashamed ..i dont even think i could…i want to try and recover before i do that…im so ashamed of myself and i think they wouldnt understand
