Hey man, loneliness and despair can be a MASSIVE trigger! Particularly when you’ve been clean for a while and the addiction makes you think that you’re ok to play a lil bit for fun to get you out of that rut you’re in. That’s the trap!!! We can’t play sensibly, we get greedy and we can’t help but chase losses. We cannot play, EVER. I hope this relapse is the one that makes you realise this as you need to truly understand this point to be able to quit forever.
