Dear diary
Recently I visited a casino and I saw a man I have not met for more than 15 years at the coffee house, I had borrow money from him and did not return a single cent. I do not wish this to happen again.
I punted on under 2.5 balls on a football match, it was still 0-0 at 90 minutes of the game, it was almost impossible for me to lose. Somehow the impossible and unimaginable happen, suddenly 3 goals were score during injury time. This was a joke and I was the victim, don’t want this to happen to me again.
I consume alcohol and my behaviors was out of control, I could have been put behind bar for my behaviors, if this did not happen, I could have contracted STD. Soon after I have rashes spreading all over my body. This was a big scare.
I was diagnose by the skin specialist to be suffering from something harmless called pityriasis rosea at age 50 years old. What a relief.
I have bad credit history in the past, all the banks turn down my application for credit card and loan but one bank choose to be different and gave me this facility. Surprise!
Falls are suppose to be painful but it has turn out to be a humorous and turning point for me because of the co incidence and unexpected outcome.
This is a very loud and clear message to me to return to God and recovery, I may not be so lucky the next time.
It was suppose to be a nightmare but it turn out to be a God saving grace for me.
Gamble and Alcohol No More!
I really do not need to gamble for more money
I do not need to take alcohol to self-medicate
Life is very normal now and this is good for me
I should not complicate matter and jeopardize everything.