Firstly I thank you all once again for all your feedback and taking the time to post on my thread.
In all honesty I answer to no one in this world and never will, perhaps that is another one of my character defects but hey at least I know what they are.
When I read peoples post on here I see many things in them, I read them, I take them in, I am thankful for them, I take what I need and I leave the rest.
Just for today my wife is happy, my children are happy and I am happy, despite my gambling addiction I always look after them, I always pay the rent, always pay the bills, they never go without the things they need, always put food on the table, clothes on there back but most importantly I give them love.
Yes I am a compulsive gambler and have been working on sorting myself out for around 6 years ish now, like I have said before I am in recovery (although slipped many times) have put up many barriers self exclusion to name just one, I am a work in progress and that will always be the case.
I know one thing for certain we are all the same distance away from our next bet!
I had to be careful what I said tonight as I don’t want to start a war of attrition as that is no good for anyone!
That’s all I have tonight as going to watch a film with the family, wish you all well.
Maverick