I am super tired tonight – from gambling half the night away and then having to rise for work.
That’s it over – the cards are chopped up – still have my phone tho -and have GA on Monday .
I have not spoken yet at GA – I want to wait til I can say the same as everyone else “I haven’t gambled since my last meeting “. Tempted to squeeze a meeting in at the weekend so I can say that – That’s just me – Trying to deceive the other GA members – I really can be unbelievably daft .
Despite all life is kinda good – I seem to be building deeper relationships with people I have known years –
I am feeling bad about a friend who I have taken a major step back from- we had little in common outside gambling. I still feel bad cos I guess I have hurt her .
That’s about it – nothing to report