I am going home this evening after my Daughter gets home from work. My Grandson stayed home again from school. He is feeling much better. He is resting on the couch. My sore throat hasn’t become worse. My Daughter and I are both taking air borne. This morning my Daughter gave me the most beautiful handwritten card. She expressed how much I mean to her and how thankful she was of everything that I do for her and my Grandson. It was awesome!!! I am thinking about the weekend. My Sister and Mom will go to the casino and of course invite me. I will be tested again. I can already feel some gambling urges stirring inside of me. I need to be strong and say no. Gambling will only destroy how far I have come in my journey and I don’t want to travel that road again!!! So, right now I am praying and pulling from my inner strength. I know the consequences and how I will loathe myself if I give in. I know that I am stronger than the urges.
