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I am anxious about work today – sometimes I feel like a fraud and I feel people will see through this .
I am working with. a lot of agencies today and am feeling the pressure .
In the past this would have led to me going to work exhausted with the work scarcely done due to gambling all night for several days – today I am well slept and ready – but still anxious .

I wonder about these nerves – I work hard , support many others using my vast experience – and yet here I am nervous and anxious .
Life is so much better now – I can treat myself to a reward after work- maybe a new outfit if I chose ! It will be over in a few hours . Need to keep perspective and of course I am saying a big well done to me for not gambling. !

Onwards and upwards .