[radubarlad]

In the end we will always lose

i had big wins over this few months

even 5k-10k a week…

i will always say in my mind im gonna keep the money

Then i start drinking one night go on an 2 days binge lose it all + 4-5k of my money

THERE IS REALLY NO WAY WE CAN WIN AND THE MONEY IS LOST

All i can do is forgive myself for being so stupid and thinking i can get my money back

Its reallly hard because im 38 have no house no car but i did it to myself

Oh well at least i have my health thats the most important thing

Time for the gym and new hobbies

God Bless us All