was 2 months gambling free….trying to build my self up again…..got some decent overtime last month……things looking good…. had some some change in my pockets about 60 dollars…instead of going home i found myself parking outside the casino……(i know i should be self excluded from everything )…..found myself on the roulette wheel again..wanted to turn back…but my mind said wtf….u have 60 in ur pocket…set that as the limit…..lost the 60 usd pretty easily……now that was my limit….but the thought of losing just 60 dollars had my addiction soaring back…i reached for my bank card….lost 100 usd trying to win that back…..lost another 500 usd trying to win it back…ended up losing around 3500 usd ……after i swore it would never gamble again….it happened again…exactly like it happened before…
