Dear diary
I do not have to feel anxious about checking the odds before any match start in case I missed a good offer.
I do not have to monitor any matches that is going on thru out the day which can become a task and a burden.
I do not have to feel fearful and tense about losing a bet.
Simply life has return to normal, it has become free and lighter, my time is not interrupted by these matches, it is no more my job and duty to study the matches anymore.
I have enough money for living expenses, it was not like this 3 years back when life was very stressful.
The money is just nice, and I do not have excess fund to do more, I cannot travel to a casino in a neighboring country.
It should last me comfortably until the next pay, I do not need to gamble for more money.
Scriptures
Let the wicked forsake his way, And the unrighteous man his thoughts; Let him return to the Lord, And He will have mercy on him; And to our God, For He will abundantly pardon. Isaiah 55: 7(NKJV)
My thoughts
I must give up my old wicked unrighteous ways and return to the Lord.
The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly. John 10: 10(NKJV)
My thoughts
Gambling not only rob me of my freedom and peace, it also rob me of my money and destroy any saving I have.
