hope you salvage your Christmas with your family Mav. I’m so sorry to read of all the trouble this ugly addiction is causing in your life. We may have to take responsibility for our actions but I’ve heard many a gambler say they wouldn’t wish this addiction on their worst enemy. That says a lot. We don’t cause harm to those we love on purpose. It’s not our intent. I’m not sure about your money situation but maybe you shouldn’t be handling it if at all possible. Strangle the addiction where ever possible I would say. Christmas is nearly over with. A new day starts tomorrow. I wish you the strength, insight and tools you need to deal with this. Here’s to a happier New Year.
Laura