I am home from my San Diego trip. We had a awesome time. We went to Sea World and spent time on the beach. Our first day on the beach each one of us found a sand dollar that was intact, a very hard thing to do as the tide usually breaks them apart. This morning was a foggy damp day. There was hardly anyone on the beach but surfers. We spread my Husband’s ashes in the ocean and each of said something about him that we will miss. It was tearful but I feel like everyone had closure, even my Grandson. Than we sat on the beach and watched the waves in silence for awhile. It was good! I am going to start packing soon as I have 3 1/2 weeks till I close on the house and that time will go by fast. Oh, I bought souvenirs for everyone at Sea World and when we stopped for gas on the way home, the place had a lot of things out front for sale. I found 2 turtles made out of plaster with rocks inlayed into their shells. I know it sound strange but they are so awesome! I am going to put them in my new back yard and they are a remembrance of our trip. Feeling good about everything right now. I haven’t had gambling urges lately. Too busy!!