Holding ourselves up to the light and really doing some soul searching like you are doing is tough. And boy does it show the damage. Lost opportunities are a tough one. And it’s perfectly normal to feel sadness, regret, and maybe even a little anger at one’s self. But you are already focusing on the future, on making things better, IDI. You are a good soul. Gambling didn’t take away you generosity, your sweetness, your wit, not to mention so many other good qualities. You have the building blocks to succeed. You never know what the future holds. Many a historical masterpiece had to be put back together. It can be done 🙂 Have a good day!
