P….just hold on, don’t gamble for anything…..its almost Christmas, its a difficult time, you can get through this. Im sorry I haven’t been here more, you always, always look out for me, my computer is still on the blink (im at work), you aren’t alone my friend, know that im thinking of you. Get to that meeting, don’t give the addiction what it wants, fight hard girl, I know you can do it. xxxxxxxxxxxxx
