Thanks for posting on my thread I D I, it’s already been of some use posting one of my horror stories if it’s helped get you back to posting ways.
You are not a lost cause. I don’t believe any of us are. I have felt that way many times in my life. I felt there was no hope and I didn’t deserve to live. Even since my coma there have been times after gambling when I truly wished I hadn’t survived it.
I know you do struggle a lot of the time, so did I, so did Vera. I’m not going to patronise you I D I, but maybe drastic steps need to be taken by you now.
I’m still at work and got to go but are you aware that GMA now have residential places for women. It might be worth you asking on the GT helpline about it. It might just help.
Thanks again for your post.
(Wondering if you got on holiday, btw).
Got to dash.
Take care