Well i know that i could not be in a venue without pushing that button either.. i think you were lucky to get out of there.. i know you didnt initiate it but its the actual visual of all the machines etc and just being in the environment that can trigger us later on.. i am glad you are ok and i have to say i think your husband is really senseless when it comes to your addiction.. after you tell him and he trots off to a machine and plays.. omg i was kind of mad when i read that.. is he becoming the cg? is he trying to get back at you for your gambling? i dont get it.. if he was an alcoholic would you say hang on dear im just getting a beer.. you just sit there with one but dont drink it.. hmmmmmm. sorry hope this isnt offensive just was a bit mad for you.. i am glad you are ok though Kathryn and i hope you have a really wonderful christmas
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