Geordie
Thank you for your reply.
I have some of the work that i did at GMA and have read and do understand that i have ignored all the signs.after i finished i was very busy with work and life in general. I had to sort out a big mess that i had created over the years, and i did sort my life out beyond believe.
Yes Its FOBs that i gamble on. i cant gamble online as i have a block on my phone and i cant gamble in casinos.
I do understand what you say about been in recovery but when you have two jobs and other responsibility its not easy to attending GA meeting and keeping in touch with outreach team or ex-residents. I thought i had all the tools that i needed to survive but unfortunately i didn’t work hard to live a gamble free life.
The main problem now is that i keep thinking about gambling and pay-day. I have ripped my cards out and will arrange for money to be paid in someone else’s account but unfortunately the damage its done! all the hard work that my self and GMA has done its all diminished.
Thank you for you advice