Hi Vera bag not packed yet but will be soon. Am working up until 12 midnight then will clock off for the next 7 days. I am excited and this journey has taken a lot of planning. And lots of NONE gambling time. But its all paid for now. Including train fares to and from airport.
Also got some money for my son as Xmas present. Not a great deal but enough for a 16 year old know it all teenager. Its my birthday on Saturday so i have applied immense pressure to him to buy me loads of prezzies ha ha … he can hardly cope with it but he has his part time job so can spoil his dad. In truth I will be luck to get a bottle of coke from him 😉
But yes looking forward to leaving this Isle if only for a week. I had my first telephone counseling session today. Strange we did not really touch much on my CG issues. But the areas around them. She was good and gave me some insight and some pointers as to what to expect as I start this stage of my recovery.
We talked about suicidal feelings, isolation, loss many things. It was hard but at the same time I felt unburdened if only for a few minutes. My next is booked for the day I get back. Keep quitting everyone. Dont give up EVER!