Hi everyone and thanks for your sharing and support Happy Sunday the sun is shining here on the sunny gold coast The fever was strong last night and I beat it Glad that I did If I didn’t I would had a sleepless night and woke up sick and looking for ways to get money to last me to payday Its amazing how I can work so hard for money and then want to self destruct and throw it all away How is it that I can work two jobs and still have no respect for money .There’s been days Ive worked 15 hours and blown the money in less than an hour. So many times lost a weeks wages in a couple of hours . I am lucky for so far my body is holding up well Just have to keep on working on the mind Its been 4 days since I gambled this time What is it that I’ll miss Wont miss not being able to sleep Wont miss feeling desperate and angry Wont miss feeling sick in my stomach Wont miss the shame of borrowing money from friends and family Today I am not going to feel sorry for myself Today I am not going to gamble
Gambling is not a way to escape my problems