Hi Vera
Sorry to hear about this .
Yes I’m worrying this cushion is going to deflate and then there will be no soft landing.
Perhaps GA will help again ?
Go back to everything you were doing before – just systematically add everything back in.
You deserve better than this – you know you do .
P used to talk about flicking the switch- can You flick it Vera .
I think coming up to Christmas and having an absent child would be a huge trigger for any mother . Could this be it ? Could counselling help?
Vera please take action to stop the bleed – and I mean this in the best possible way .
Xx