Hi Valerie,
I was just finishing a post to you and lost it. I can’ t imagine the pressure and stress you are feeling right now. Nor could I imagine having to try and pay for actual medical care. Add to that the viper of this addiction. It can take you worse places. Like jail. Scary stuff. I’m glad you posted and got this out. I wish I had wise solutions. Is there any way you can ban yourself from gambling? Or some way to tie up money? I’d hate to see this get further out of control.
Laura