Hi Twnmum
you are not alone….
there are thousands of people who never make it this far but you have started a process – the one of acknowledgement… you can change from being addicted to being in recovery and this site can really help… I know.
I have had a lot of troubles because of my gambling and I can see you have too…. you are not alone…
get to the forums as often as you can … they helped me and maybe they will help you… you can do it if you really want to.
its a good place to start… I hope to see you there.
Paul
you are not alone..
I am sorry to hear of your difficulties