HI Thenewjt, welcome to the forum, well done for making the step coming here. I used to think after each realapse i couldnt do it and stop, tell everyone the same story il stop ill do this ill do that, then each time it got worse and worse and worse, until i hit rock bottom, i sold my flat behind my wifes back and I lost it all wracked up debt up to my eyeballs , lost my job lost my family I had a 1 year old, there was no future for me, I new it was time to stop so my only option was to go to gordon moody rehav centre, i told people and myself so many lies i need to completely break the habit. It was alife saver for me, I managed to get my wife and little girl back and now im working again and gamble free for nearly 3 years and the happiest and healithest I have been, it is possible, the best advice i can give is to be open and honest about everything, any secret white lie will come back and bite your bum and you will end up back gambling, start to busget and transfer finaces over maybe to your future wife, use these rooms forums and consider Gordon Moody I wish I had 10 years ago but kept saying i can do it on my own. there are som many of us like that out there, but you can do it. Im here for you and if you want to ask anything feel free
