Hi Stuart,
I really think that you have lost a lot to actually now draw a line under it all and say “no more”
Perhaps involve someone close to you, a friend or family member. Transfer your bonus to their account for now or invest in a long term project which doesn’t allow you to withdraw money short term.
Believe in yourself, you really don’t have to take more blows before you get to the point where you just have to stop. Make that stop point now. I really have faith that if you take each day at a time, seriously refraining from gambling, you can kick the habit.
I lost about £30,000 41 days ago ( between May and June) that was my last straw. My wake up call
No more