[coklatpuddin]

Hi ssbaby,

I totally agree when you said winning will keep us gambler going until we have nothing left to gamble.
I have closed my account with permanent exclusion and asked my name to be banned from reopening the account. I also installed gambling blocking apps, my target is not not to play for 1 or 2 years, i want to totally erased gambling activity from my life. 🙂
It does feel good to wake up in the morning without the need to gamble. It just gave me so much anxiety before.
Writing this journal help me to focus my energy elsewhere.