Hi (((slotjunkie)))! It’s been a long while since I posted to you. I used to post under Carole8755. It’s good to see that you still are on the recovery train, even though you got off at a few unscheduled stops! I have been in recovery for 3 years though I’ve had many slips along the way. My gambling became much more often after my brother died suddenly. I didn’t have the skills to cope with his death. Sorry you lost your Mom! I can understand wanting to escape the crushing grief. It’s great that you are seeking help and support, as this is a disease that thrives on secrecy, and in my opinion, cannot be arrested without the support of people who understand the addiction. Take one day at a time, and any day that is gamble free is a good day. Progress not perfection! Carole
