I can only agree with the great advice Kstep has given you.
Our secrets keep us sick.
Gambling will take everything from you.
You found this site, its a great step. Reaching out for help isn’t easy.
Can your family take care of your finances for a while? Give you some breathing space. No money = no gambling. You need support. Find the person in your family who understands that just stopping doesn’t work. Ask for help. Tell them to stop giving you money (enabling), it does not help the cg one little bit, no matter how much you beg and cry, yell or scream.
The only one who can truly work your recovery is you. In saying that, you are not alone in this.
Looking forward to reading more from you,
Love K xx
