[Johnny B]

Thanks for your comment.  I agree with you… anytime I had “extra” money, I am very tempted to play.  I still am tempted to this day.  However, when the “extra” money goes to good use, I feel relieved that I didn’t piss it away again.  I recently ran into a stretch of bad luck with my car, and was able to afford the repairs without too much stress.  I can assure you that the old me would have ran out to “win” the money for the repair, only making things worse.  So the good news is that the longer you stay away, the more clearly you can see the light through the clouds…  I hope you find peace knowing you are not alone, and I wish you the best on your recovery.

Johnny B