Hi Sam, I can’t think of anything better to do with one’s time than to help a neighbor! Don’t be hard on yourself because you lack motivation. Just because we aren’t active it doesn’t mean that nothing is going on. You are going through so much change right now…change on the inside. All big and lasting change begins from the inside. Don’t underestimate the progress you are making, We all know people who are extremely busy, running around doing, doing, doing! Shallow people who never take time out from doing to examine their actions, their lives or their character…thank God you are not one of these people. Your body will catch up with the huge changes that are taking place within you right now. Then you will act…right actions, deeper actions, actions that mean more than just doing, actions like hugging your neighbor. Keep working recovery. Everything else will fall in place. Just don’t be so hard on yourself. You are awesome!
