[JohnNobody]

Hi Sad68. I have used up all my excuses when it comes to gambling a long time ago. And they have been times when I felt my head is going to implode along with my guts when I have been on a bender …. old horrible destructive habits that are so hard to break. But if I do not try I will not survive. This really is the last throw of the dice. I do not say this for pity or effect. I say it only because I can here with a layer of anonymity. I cant say these things anywhere else. Ty for your reply and support.