Hi Sad thanks for sharing your thoughts and words. I do not know how self aware I am though! Mistake after mistake …. maybe trial and error … and then needing to learn from our past rather than repeating the cycle. I do not know.
Im of little help to others here at the moment and I know I am in quite a self centered place at this time. Lots of thoughts and emotions going through me daily. I know the value of living a healthy lifestyle. Something I need to certainly address so thanks for your views on that.
For me Christmas well I am resigned to the fact it will be spent on my own. The situation not totally of my own doing but I could have given myself other options if I had not gambled. Instead I shall work – xmas eve – day and the day after. Nothing else to do. I will avoid bars and pubs at that time as I dont think it would be good for me.
But that day and time will pass. I long for January!
I hope you are okay within yourself. I have time on my hands today so will be catching up here how others are doing. Thank you for your continued support Sad – it means allot!