Hi Ricky, Gambling is a vicious cycle that goes on and on. As u can ready my journal I’ve been through the same as you are and your situation is almost identical. Winning money is the most dangerous thing that can happen to all of us. We think we can beat the casino’s. This is a big fat lie. Only the house wins and we get in debt losing our hard worked money. I’m from the Netherlands too. So if u like to talk I’m here for you. The best this for you is find another acitivity that will keep your mind away from gambling. Try to find other ways to earn your money don’t recoup your losses and try to win back the money u lost. U will find yourself at the same position losing even much more not only money but also your friends and family. You still have a great life in front of you as you are still young. Stop gambling now and live life. Enjoy it. Don’t throw your life away money will come and go but the time you won’t get it back.
RedBerry