I don’t know anything about crypto currency, or poker for that matter.
I am a compulsive gambler. When I start, I can’t stop until it’s gone, I could win win win and would stay until I have blown the lot and then some.
I guess you have to weigh up what you have to lose here.
And it’s not just money we are talking about. It’s self esteem, self worth and self control ( the hardest of all)
I can see how you are tossing up what to do.
In saying that, it doesn’t sound to me like poker and crypto have done you any favours lately?
I can’t tel you what to do, it’s your life and your decision.
I can never gamble again, I know that. ( mind you it took me 15 years and the loss of my Home to get it through my head!)
Only you can make the choice. May I suggest to read some other posts here, you may get more perspective that could help you.
I wish you all the very best and hope to read more of your story.
Love K x