Hi Nick, how are you doing?
were you able to get that software blocker installed on your phone? You have been very supportive and inspirational here with your plan and your $1000 emergency fund. The fact that you had one when you relapsed is a good sign. Also looking for every available barrier and way to avoid gambling is a good sign. At a certain point it only brings pain not pleasure and you are realizing this. You will get this! Just don’t give up on yourself or your recovery. Take care! Hope you are well.
Laura